I asked myself today, why am I like this? I answered, I don't know. Is this too much love or an exaggerated infatuation with someone I thought I really love. Am I loving and caring too much or less? Nobody can answer me that, not even him.
I thought love is not only giving but also sharing what you both have? Hey, it's not happening in my situation. If I am asked if I love him? I would quickly say yes. I won't be staying for more than three years if I don't. I went leaps and bounce just to get this far.
But I'm having second thoughts now. Everything is different from three years ago. I thought it was fine then but as this relationship continued, it was never the same again.
Haayyy(sighing). I hope this is just a dream. I hope I'll be okey.
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